Emo-ing & No Motivation at all ....
~*Monday, June 1, 2009*~
Firstly....Happy B-lated B'day to Wee!!!..Yesterday was so fun...having steamboat, watch the terminator salvation movie..Really quite fun ^.^ And...Hope u like the present..Bought by me and tommy..hahas...
Secondly...I'm envious of wee sia...So good..Receiving presents for his b'day...LOL..maybe u think that receving presents are common...Then i have to say that i have not receive any b'day present since primary 3..So it's like almost 10 years with presentless....That's the first reason of y i'm feel so emo-ing:(...I already gt some plans for my b'day le..go k-box with my friends..after that..maybe movie..but after movie ..must go home le...coz..yesterday..when i reach home..my mum keep nagging le...I was like...wee they all can so late reach home..y can't i?? I want to have freedoms...I'm not a prisoner!!!!
Next..When i saw my friends yesterday at the cathy cineleisure (coz the nxt event after having steamboat..)....Haiz..they look so good....some gt gf le lah..some quite good looking le lah..etc de..Only me...still same.....No fashion sense..No looks at all.....haiz..that's make me so...ya..u noe..Then think of wat sheng says at bus in the afternoon...and daniel words from his blog!!...but i noe myself also....I'm really not a good looking person..I'm ugly..I'm fat...No fashion sense..No friends..No gf...I already have no motivation living le......
haiz...
- No motivation coz of my looks - No motivation coz i have no fashion sense - No motivation coz some of my friends have gf..And i have none!! - No motivation coz of my studies - No motivation coz of my family..
what's the point of living!!! Perhaps death is the right choice for me now...haiz...